I walk on

Crippled by my own thoughts, anxiety rages through me but my embers burn strong. Like winds over the sea, constant and unrelenting my heart beats. When so many have fallen around me, I walk on. Desire unyielding, a passion to grow. A passion to see them grow. Fear like nothing I've felt before. The torment … Continue reading I walk on

Tintagel

Winds fire the tears from our eyes, the sea salt hangs in the air and yet we brave the hill. The walk with bent knees burning lava through our bodies. Blues and greens engulf the senses, ruins wavered by time but still remain, basking in former glory. Caves as black as the Sahara night, sand … Continue reading Tintagel

Worry & Pain

I feel the strain, I feel the hate inside, nothing but shame. All to easy to just let go, just find a way, memories I have to borrow. That feeling of release, complete freedom, I want to find peace. That peace only you bring, like the joys of Winter and the the blossom of Spring. … Continue reading Worry & Pain

Crazy Town

Final destination unknown. A one way ticket to crazy town, a ride not worth its price. The box a prison of ego and obsession. Aware but still blind to reality. We hate, we love, there is no in between. Happy to build walls but unwilling to break them. Creating life, taking it away. Bitter thoughts … Continue reading Crazy Town

Natures Giver

The air I breathe your dance partner. An eternity of lifts and turns. Like badly died hair your colours change but you're resolute, your form remains strong. Shedding your load you bare all, wilting, falling like butterflies to the ground. Feeding on life you give it to me, your beauty elegant, unpredictable and sure. Returning … Continue reading Natures Giver

Depressive Mourner

Endless beyond comprehension. A penny for your thoughts, no question, nothing bought. Life-giver and ultimate destroyer. A parade. Make-up, muscles, social media. A padlock on my soul, this will consume me and carve out its hole. Our mundane linear trajectory ending in death. Waiting for no one, soon it won't be long. Power our dream. … Continue reading Depressive Mourner

Disease

No words just pain, hear the cries, feeling it destroy my brain. No way past, brick on brick the weight to much to last. A nest in my mind, I lay awake, eyes shut, you're all I can find. I dismiss, I swallow. There is nothing for me here. This vessel is hollow. Yet I … Continue reading Disease

My Vice

The cold wind hitting my back. Piercing my jacket, heat seeping from the seams. No thought of work or how to pay bills. I just sit in self-pity and sorrow. I allow my mind to wander into deep, dark places. No fear of getting lost. A desire to never return. The cold now getting stronger, … Continue reading My Vice

Vitae

Take your time. Do not rush. Hold your tounge... When the time is right to speak you will know. Stand tall but do not be seen. Work hard and reap the rewards. Be kind; not for fear of hell or the reward of heaven. Be kind because it is good and right. At all times … Continue reading Vitae